Well.. its a beautiful thursday morning here at sisa.. (its actually a very cloudy sky a chilly wind to guide you and a sun who is hiding in the background)..i don't know if you agree with me, but i find this weather perfect!
Anyways..its Thursday and I am writing in my blog..so yeah..its quite obvious that I didn't go to work..need I say more? okay....im pissed..and tired..and depressed when I go there..when i go to work..its not because im a lazy A-hole..no sad to say im not..its just the sinking feeling of dread every time i step into the shuttle knowing that moments later I'll be staring in a computer screen..being fucked by both my BPO company and the gods who hired them..so NO..i need a break.. everything seems senseless out there...a complete waste of time.
You know why? because i know that no one gets promoted by pure merit in every God fucked private nor government company in this God forsaken country..Filipinos..doesn't give a shit..whether your intelligent or not, whether your good at what you do or not..whether you have it takes to get the job done.. or not..it really is a big disappointment because all this society values is.."Is he a very good ass kisser?" if the answer is yes.. then *ting-ting-ting* you are the winner....so that's why its not a surprise why our economy sucks...why there is full of incompetence..why everything sucks... even when you get to out or work to finally rest..you will be met by roving oven toasters a.k.a. FX..where you have to fit 30% of your ass in the seat and endure a hellish, searing heat inside the FX just so you can get home..and yeah.. i forgot.. you'll have to endure that for an extraordinary long amount of time..because of traffic... because of jeepney drivers who consider every Goddamn corner as a terminal to get passengers..and policemen and traffic enforcers with their "takatak-boys" who are in their most professional and diligent values..always extend their hands to every driver who passes them..and you know what? they don't even have to offer them a candy or two... they just extend their hands.. and out come 5php from the drivers.. NOW that's RICH!... that's rich because of blatant corruption..corruption..spawned by greed...greed encouraged by apathy...
apathy...that drives all of us to just look at all the corruption, STUPIDITY, INCOMPETENCE, IDIOCY, HYPOCRISY that's going on around us...then look away...to just DON'T care about everything...to just get up in the morning.. do a 'so-so' job because you know your not going to be promoted for it, to kiss-ass to your boss, (you know.. suck a dick or two..), to get on an FX, to get home, to eat your sustenance, and then to bed... we do that for 40 years then we die..end.
are you content with that? just seeing your life plays itself...like watching yourself through a glass pane..your there...your conscious..but your not really there at all..as for me...yeah..its exactly like that.. do i like it? NO.. so im currently applying for a home-based job..cause you know why? BECAUSE I HATE EVERYTHING outside of my home...everything as it is..is pointless idiocy at its height..since I am no Jose Rizal who is an elitist playboy capable of going to Europe to showcase the talent of us filipinos, I am no Andres Bonifacio who is a revolutionary capable of severing three dicks with one clean swipe of his bolo, or Solenn Heusaff who is a Female Deity worshipped by millions and millions of her female cult with a power to oust even joseph stalin himself by ONE word (word "fashion"), or better yet I am not a drug crazed 7 year old kid who can abduct, humiliate, rape, kill, then rape it again then citing RA9344 (God Bless our competent politicians..) will just walk away from DSWD moments later to abduct,humiliate,rape,kill,then rape again other pathetic souls unfortunate enough to crossed the path of this drug crazed 7 year old kid and will continue this 'hobby' for about 11 more years....*sigh*..il just work at home..ill have 15K-20Kphp paid through pay pal.... a decent salary NOT FUCKED by congressmen (Congressman = A man who is a member of the House of Representative selected over and over again by the idiotic masses whose job is to steal money and get high on cocaine. n pl -men ) all to your family and yourself..I have no power...no opportunities (believe me no one wants to have a fat schmuck as their employee..20+ applications..calls..NIL)..and no talent..so what do I do? seek a home based job!
