Reflection

2011..here we go again about to embark on another leg of our journey called life.
Am I excited? Yes..and No..Yes because the future offers infinite possibilities..and this year like all the years to come holds just the same promise. ‘Infinite possibilities’ sounds exciting isn’t it? But before all that let me use this moment to look back on the God fucked road I have just been..well it is not that all of the road that I’ve been through has been God fucked..some of them at least are very very good..good as in WOW! ^^

2010..hmm.. to be quite methodical..let’s start with the things that I have learned.


1st: My company..HANDS DOWN..SUCK ASS!! Really… as in.. really….. its quite disappointing that I wasted my time in giving my company a chance and believing that there is a ‘light at the end of the tunnel’…well in my company’s case…NO…..God DAMN NO… I always have this feeling that the throne of Satan where he gorges down on the filthy body of Judas is just underneath my company’s building…I tried to ward it off.. really tried my best..but no.. its TRUE… it is all fucking TRUE.. my company is worse than Hell..simply because all the denizens of hell from the Archdemons way down to the lowest shittiest peons (who spends eternity cleaning all the bile, guts, feces of all demons and shit-ass people whose tortured there and swims in the lake of burning fire and sulphur FOR ALL ETERNITY) have more COMMON SENSE than all the people running and working in my company..God DAMN………..as I said a million times before.. all the people in my co. combined can never ever outsmart a dead fish…yeah its true.. I know some persons out there will say ‘Bakit di ka pa umalis?’ <- Fuck You. As I said.. I am an optimist and I used to believe that there is hope.. so yeah.. were all assholes.. especially me who believed that there is hope in such a God forsaken..Satan Favored..idiotic-mental-asylum-pretending-to-be-a-company.


2nd: DO not ever sacrifice my studies for my family.. well there was a time when I was simply stressed out of my pants because of the future..(you know..House, Lot, Car and stuff..family things..) and I decided to solicit any suggestions from my family. So yeah.. I didn’t go to my class and boarded a bus straight to lucena.. I figured.. “What the Heck.. I know the future thingy and the potential help I can get from my family is worth more than 1 class of Advanced Theories of Personalities and 1 class of Advanced Statistics..”………………………….I WAS DEAD WRONG…..
When I went there everything is normal.. meaning.. my family is there… we do some ‘PETTY TALKS’, ate, and rested for a new day when I plan to get some help…WHEN…TRAGEDY STRIKES…I will not go into details because honestly it still sucks to remember it…let’s just say that RELATIVES just POPPED-Up out of nowhere and surprised the Living HELL out of us… well especially me.. as in I smiled and joked and welcomed all of the fuckers when really I am thinking..”THERE GOES MY PLAN……all ruined..HAHAHAHA.. FUCK ME!! HAHAHA..God DAMN!!!” so yeah….. what happened next is really predictable and simple…. I GOT NO SHIT…….no SHIT… and when it is time to go back to my home in manila…. The parents got out of the house and INSISTED for ME to HAVE THIS SMELLY..STINKING..BULKY and really…really ANNOYING FISH HEAD….yeah.. you heard it right kids!! A HEAD of a FISH!!!!!!....here I am..thinking that I will get advice on how to plan this critical stage in my life.. as in providing for a future family… like you know... advice on how to get a new house..how to see if a location is good enough for the kids.. and you know.. cars and stuff.. ADVICE.. and I GET A HEAD OF A FISH!!..What the HELL!.. anyways.. to cut it short…. I boarded the bus.. with a head of a fish sticking out of a paper bag.. and it began to smell when I’m nearing Buendia…. God Bless that day……


3rd: I love my girlfriend. The reason is really simple….because of all the things that I can explain or at the least.. ‘kind of’ explain using bits of knowledge from every aspect of life and other stuff.. my feelings for her didn’t change and I am still at a loss of words on how to describe it. In other words.. there is NO REASON.


4th: I used to think that life is a FUCKER….and all the persons in this crappy plane called life..were no longer virgins…. Yeah.. you guessed it.. because I used to think that all people were FUCKED..FUCKED by LIFE.. who Is a FUCKER! And all the people who were FUCKED but remains on top of the pedestals of our FUCKED SOCIETY were called MOTHER FUCKERS...you know all the fashionistas-na-walang-alam-at-walang-SINTIDO COMMON…all the entertainers..all the “rockers-ala-pacute-bading-pero-rocker-parin”, all the politicians (who have really have no soul because they were already digested by Satan and CRAPPED somewhere in hell), all the policemen (who are currently earning a huge PAY from crimelords), all the snatchers, hold-uppers, robbers (who were just fucked…and wants to fuck all FUCKERS like us..you know SPREAD the FUCK ^^), and all the “MAHIRAP-PERO-walang-ginagawa-kase-ang-saya-ng-hingi-lang-ng-hingi-at-ang-past-time-ay-mag-rally-mang-iyot-at-manaksak”…you know the list goes on..and on…

But the truth is..life is beautiful…like the Amazon Rainforest.. beautiful and treacherous..^^

Life really is neutral…and when I was used to think that life is a fucker.. well it really makes no sense at all.. I started to see the truth that I’m just being an asshole.. a crying ‘Woe-is-me’ asshole…who has less brain than a 1 year old kid..you know why??? BECAUSE THOSE who think that LIFE SUCKS.. are just “EMO-NEGATIVE-SELF-DEFEATING-CRAP-JUST-TO-LOOK-COOL-PEOPLE”..and they make me sick… because they are just like KIDS….. KIDS who are having tantrums…who are crying… to get attention.. instead of DOING SOMETHING.. They marinade themselves in their own Feces.. its pathetic..and pitiful..and yeah.. I WAS one of them.. but at least.. now I am free….yeah kids.. I am FREE.. know why?? Because I REJECT the norm…I REJECT all the things that society or all the “EMO-NEGATIVE-SELF-DEFEATING-CRAP-JUST-TO-LOOK-COOL-PEOPLE” are saying…I am FREE..because I will stop being a CHICKEN SHIT and DO the things I want o do (well of course upon determining that it’s not MURDER or RAPE..or Fucked-Up Stuff like that..ok? ^^)..I am free because now..


I LEARN from the PAST

I APPRECIATE the PRESENT

and I LOOK FORWARD to a BRIGHT FUTURE

Happy New Year Everyone!!

Its about time to DO something…2011 is here and it offers infinite rewards IF you’re not a CHICKEN SHIT to get it.