perhaps its for the best

i just want to rest..

lately i've been hearing those words howling in my mind.

i just want to rest..

i know i have a lot of things to do..goals to achieve.. conflicts to settle

i just want to rest..

i had a dream where i saw my long dead cousin..we talked and i was happy..

i just want to rest..

i have to go to work..to pay the bills and prepare for life..

i just want to rest..

i must wake up and stand up straight...face the world

i just want to rest..

i must be happy a smile on my face..or my love ones will be worried

i just want to rest..

things to do...

responsibilities to address..

chores to attend...

lords to satisfy..

loved ones to cherish...

loved ones to burden..

loved ones to be burdened..

life to toil...

feelings to consider...

future family to fight...

a family to care..

a man emerged...

a child that was lost...

things to do..

things to consider..

i just want to rest...